The Unbearable Pain is Real, But So Is Our Power: Understanding Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria in ADHD
I'm sitting here writing this while my chest feels like it's caving in. I joined a new group a while ago, and today I'm convinced they all secretly hate me. Ok, hate is a strong word. We’ll go with they’re dismissive of me. Why? Because I see the relationships growing among some, and I want so desperately to be a part of it, but I know that because of the way I present myself, I’m not taken seriously.
My brain has taken these microscopic interactions and built an entire narrative: I'm irrelevant. I don't belong. I’m not the image they want to project. They're probably planning how to politely exclude me. I should just leave before they have to reject me outright.
This isn't just sensitivity. This isn't being "dramatic" or "too much." This is Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria (RSD), and if you have ADHD, there's a 99.8675309% chance you know exactly what I'm talking about.
What RSD Actually Is (And Why It's Not Your Fault)
Dysphoria is the Greek word for "unbearable emotional pain." And that's exactly what it feels like – unbearable. It's not regular rejection sensitivity that everyone experiences. It's a scientifically proven neurological feature of ADHD that makes rejection, criticism, or failure feel like physical agony.
Think of it like this: if neurotypical people experience rejection as a paper cut, we experience it as someone taking a rusty knife to our soul. The word "dysphoria" was chosen specifically to emphasize just how severe and overwhelming this pain is.
RSD shows up in ways that might surprise you:
Physical pain in your chest, stomach, or throat when you feel rejected
Instant, overwhelming rage when criticized (because it feels like an attack on your entire existence)
People-pleasing to the point of exhaustion to avoid any possibility of rejection
Avoiding opportunities, relationships, or situations where rejection might happen
Catastrophic thinking that turns neutral interactions into evidence of hatred or rejection
Feeling suicidal when the emotional pain hits (even though you're not actually suicidal)
Days or weeks of rumination after one perceived slight
Here's what makes RSD different from regular rejection sensitivity: it's not caused by trauma. It's not because we're weak or damaged. It's a brain-based symptom that's likely an innate feature of ADHD. Our brains literally process rejection differently.
The ADHD Brain and RSD: It's Neurological, Not Personal
The parts of our brain that handle rejection, emotional regulation, and social cues work differently when you have ADHD. The prefrontal cortex – which manages emotions, processes social information, and controls impulses – has less filtering in ADHD brains. This means:
Emotional reactions happen faster and more intensely
We have less time to process and regulate before the pain hits
Social cues get misinterpreted or missed entirely (we’ll talk about how Autism layers onto this another time)
The pain feels overwhelming because our brains can't regulate it effectively
This isn't a character flaw. This isn't being "too sensitive." This is neurodivergence, and nearly 100% of people with ADHD experience it to some degree.
My RSD Reality Check: What's Happening Right Now
As I write this, I'm having my biggest "aha moment" about RSD. This new group situation? I'm catching myself in real-time, and for the first time, I'm not letting it completely derail me.
Before understanding RSD, I would have:
Convinced myself they hated me and withdrawn completely
Overcompensated with excessive people-pleasing
Created drama to force the rejection I was expecting
Spiraled into days of self-hatred and rumination
But this time, I'm recognizing the pattern. That crushing chest pain? That's my ADHD brain misinterpreting normal social dynamics as rejection. Those catastrophic thoughts? That's RSD, not reality.
The hard part? Recognizing it as RSD doesn't make the pain less real. It still hurts. But it gives me power over it.
The Hard Truth Our ADHD Community Needs to Hear
Here's where I'm going to say something that might make some of you uncomfortable: We cannot use RSD as an excuse to avoid taking responsibility for our emotional responses.
Let me say that again a little louder for the people in the back: We cannot use RSD as an excuse to avoid taking responsibility for OUR emotional responses.
I know. I know we've been told we're "too much" our entire lives. I know we've been invalidated, misunderstood, and criticized for having big emotions. Our pain is real, our experiences matter, and RSD is a genuine neurological difference.
But….there’s always a but.
We cannot expect the world to manage our RSD for us. We cannot keep making our dysphoria everyone else's problem. We cannot use our brain differences as a reason to avoid learning regulation skills or taking ownership of our responses.
While we are neurologically incapable of becoming neurotypical, we can recognize that we have more power than we think we do.
What We Need to Stop Doing
Stop expecting mind-reading. Neurotypical people don't know our brains work differently. They don't know that delayed responses trigger our RSD. Instead of getting hurt when they don't automatically accommodate us, we need to communicate our needs clearly.
Stop avoiding everything. Yes, rejection triggers unbearable pain for us. But avoiding all possibility of rejection means avoiding life itself. We need to build our distress tolerance, not perfect our avoidance strategies.
Stop making everything about rejection. That person who seemed distant? They might be dealing with their own ADHD, depression, or family crisis. Not everything is about rejecting us.
Stop staying victims of our neurology. RSD is real, but we're not powerless against it. We can learn skills, develop strategies, and take ownership of our emotional experiences.
What We Can Start Doing Instead
Immediate RSD Management
When you feel that familiar crushing pain starting, try the STOP technique:
Stop what you're doing
Take three deep breaths
Observe: Is this RSD or reality?
Proceed with intention, not dysphoria
Ask yourself these RSD reality-check questions:
"What concrete evidence do I have that I'm being rejected?"
"Am I interpreting neutral behavior as rejection?"
"If my best friend told me this story, would I think they were being rejected?"
"Is this the dysphoria talking, or is this actually happening?"
Implement the 24-hour rule: Don't make decisions about relationships or your worth when you're in RSD mode. The dysphoria will pass, and you'll see more clearly.
Building Long-Term RSD Resilience
Learn your RSD triggers. Start noticing what sets off your dysphoria. Delayed responses? Tone changes? Being excluded from plans? Once you know your triggers, you can prepare for them and recognize them faster.
Practice sitting with the pain. This sounds counterintuitive, but learning to tolerate the dysphoria without immediately acting on it is crucial. The pain is temporary, even when it feels unbearable. Remember, just because we’re ND does NOT mean that we can’t increase our capacity.
Reframe rejection as information. Rejection doesn't mean "I'm fundamentally flawed." Sometimes it means "not the right fit," "bad timing," or "they're dealing with their own stuff."
Build your rejection tolerance gradually. Start with small, low-stakes rejections. Ask for a discount you probably won't get. Apply for something you're not quite qualified for. Practice feeling rejection without it destroying you.
Communicate your RSD directly. Instead of hoping people will guess what you need, learn to say things like: "Hey, I have ADHD and rejection hits me really hard. Can you let me know you got my message?" or "I'm feeling a bit excluded – is there something I'm missing?"
Working With Your RSD Brain, Not Against It
Here's what I'm learning: We don't need to become neurotypical to manage RSD. We need to become better at being neurodivergent.
That means:
Honoring that we feel rejection more intensely without letting it control our lives
Building support systems that understand RSD
Developing self-advocacy skills specific to our neurological needs
Learning to self-soothe when dysphoria hits
Taking responsibility for our responses while still acknowledging our brain differences
The Treatment Reality: You Have Options
Unlike general rejection sensitivity, RSD has specific treatment approaches that are proven to work…if YOU do the work:
Medication can help. Alpha-2 receptor agonists (like guanfacine) and stimulants (like Adderall) can help regulate the emotional intensity of RSD. MAOIs are sometimes used for severe cases. Yes, this is me, the completely unmedicated person with a traumatic history of being over-medicated, advocating for medication. No one is more shocked than I am, I promise.
Therapy works differently for RSD. Traditional talk therapy often doesn't help much because RSD hits so suddenly and overwhelmingly. But therapy focused on emotional regulation skills, distress tolerance, and ADHD-specific strategies can be life-changing.
Understanding is healing. Many people report that just learning about RSD – having a name for this experience – is incredibly validating and empowering. I know it was for me.
The Empowering Truth About RSD
RSD is real. It’s scientifically proven. It's neurological. It causes genuine, unbearable pain. BUT we're not powerless against it.
We can learn to work with our sensitive, intense, deeply feeling ADHD brains instead of being victims of them. We can develop skills that help us navigate a world that doesn’t tiptoe around our neurology. We can take ownership of our emotional experiences without shame or self-blame.
Right now, as I finish writing this, I still feel that ache about the group situation. But instead of spiraling, I'm going to address it. Instead of assuming rejection, I'm going to show up authentically and see what happens.
Because the “cure” for RSD isn't avoiding rejection. It's learning that we can survive it, that it doesn't define our worth, and that our ADHD brains – with all their intensity and sensitivity – are not broken.
We are not too much. We are not damaged. We are not victims of our neurology.
We are people with beautiful, intense, deeply feeling ADHD brains who are learning to navigate the world with compassion for ourselves and others.
The unbearable pain is real. But so is our power to grow and thrive.
If you're struggling with RSD, please know you're not alone. Consider working with a therapist who understands ADHD and emotional dysregulation, particularly those trained in DBT or CBT approaches. And hey, if you’re looking for a coach who TRULY gets it, I’m your Gal and I would love to get to know you. Your sensitivity is a feature of your neurodivergent brain that deserves understanding and support.
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About the Author
Gal is an autistic artist, late-diagnosed at 49, and the creator of AuRTistic Expressions—a space where neurodivergent truth meets creative survival. Through blog posts, printables, courses, and the “This Might Get Messy” podcast, Gal explores what it means to unmask safely, communicate authentically, and make art that doesn’t ask for permission. Stick around—there’s plenty more where this came from.
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